All I have is you oh Lord. You alone know my sufferings. You alone are faithful to me callings. I have nothing to fear when you are near me. I desire to be closer to you. I desire to be a part of this world once again. No longer do I need to fear being alone. For I have you to comfort me in my deepest darkest moments.
I wrote that in my journal March 23, 2008 on Easter at 5:50 pm. I am shocked that I wrote that on Easter. There is no time like the present to write and pour out your guts to God. Take it to the paper and you will see pain, hopes, dreams, and even recovery. When you write your entries down, you begin to heal.