Today I will embark on a new journey of healing. No words can describe what this day means to me. It means moving on beyond past hurts, habits, and hangups. It means that I am worthy to live a new life once again. Hope…..I have total trust and hope in what you have in store for my future. I cannot give up. I must keep on moving. I want to give up but I cannot. I desire to feel your purpose for my life. Everyday I sit here in the same spot for hours on end. My life is nothing without you in it. I struggle daily. Only you know. I am afraid of what the future holds for me. But yet I push on…….fighting the good fight. You alone know what I need. Help…..plain and simple. You are the captain of my life’s ship. I have rocked my boat enough. Don’t let me capsize in the Great Sea of Life. I am ready to begin a new journey.